Alive !!!! Am I?

The Lightening stroke…

Down on my surface
I felt a moment of sharp pleasure
I watched the blood cascade…
I did it…don’t know why…
I wanted to drown in tranquility
Detonate into darkness
Perish….
But feeble shivers down my spine
Enchanted by the pervading blood…
Let out a scream….
I gazed at the trail of immaculate red…
Going down my wrist…
Wetting my Bed
The Journey seems endless…
I am confused…
I can still see myself
Drenched…
My eyes are sinking into tears
My heartbeats retard with fear…..
My spirits float high..
Higher than the sky....
& Then....I heard...
Surprise!! Surprise!!!!
My Vicious Fate whispered..
You are not Dead…

CCK

Ps- The picture displayed is from pinterest.

Mistakes I Made

Darkness cascading into my mind….

Exploring the depths I could find…
Chivalrous of breaking the mold
Indifferent to the tongues hot and cold…

Every moment was a new life led…
Every drop multiplied when I bled…
Every pain felt like a rose on my bed…
Every smile mocked at the alive and dead….

I sulk in the snippets of you and me…
The face of time we scorned with glee...
The refinement I was compelled to see…
Our parting forlorn, when you had to flee

I miss you indeed, "The Mistakes I made”.
The happiness you gave, thou shalt never fade…..

CCK

Ps- This painting is from pinterest.